i’m gone…

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one more pill,
one more sip..
just another one
to send me into oblivion,
where i can be
anyone i want to be,
where i can be as unfeeling
as the stone i am not.

twenty pills more,
just another bottle or two
to send me into nothingness,
where i don’t have to care
about whether i am loved or not,
where i can be as apathetic
as the cold waters of the ocean
that laps at your wishes and fears
with neither concern nor longing
to know what bring them on
or to understand the reasons behind them.

a hundred pills more,
then i’m gone.

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