Allowing Myself to Fall…

I’m falling and I have no intention
of catching myself.
I am letting myself fall,
because it is better 
than not feeling at all.
I am placing myself in the path
of inevitable pain, 
but I care not.
It is better than pretending 
I am a stone – incapable of loving,
of caring, of hurting.

I am falling and I don’t know
how deep I am going down.
I am just allowing myself
to free fall into this abyss
they call life and love.
I am human after all, 
and I admit to having the desire
of wanting to know 
what my heart and soul 
are capable of.
Will they send me to my demise
or will they give me the redemption 
I have been craving 
for so long?


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