Not Worthy Enough

What is it you see in me?
Is it the darkness
that draws you in
and makes you heed
the call of my soul?
Or, is it the light
from my smiles that hide
all the pain i feel inside?

The way i see myself,
there is no reason for you
to hold on or even attempt
to take off the mask
i put on every day.
There is nothing left
in me to give – no semblance
of the girl you are looking for.
So, leave and take flight.
I am willing to let you go.

But, if you have to stay,
Then just hold me and show me
that there is still something,
deep within the recesses 
of my being – worthy of 
redemption, befitting of
your saving grace.

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